pictures.

these, plus the things that happened recently, made me confuse.

which one should I trust, words or actions.

Somebody once mentioned, the one who cared more is the one who will get hurt, so he doesnt want to be the one who get hurt.

Congratulations, you're successfully not the one who cared more, apparently. You've achieved your goal at the beginning of the relationship.

I hope no one reads this except myself, seriously. I dont want anyone to know how I'm feeling. I don't want anyone to get affected. But I have no other platform to write this down. I really feel helpless.

I wonder, is it my fault? Am I in the wrong?

All the things I said lead to quarrel unless I quickly divert it. Am I the only one who feel that way?

Some people say I think too much. Is there even such thing as thinking too much? People just express their feelings and emotions, am I right?

Last time, when I don't open up, you're mad at me for being tertutup.

Now when I learn how to express my emotion, all I get is rebuttals and words like ' kamu mikir kebanyakan '

Maybe I should go back to my old self.

Just not let anybody know about me. no, just keep quiet about everything and painfully smile about it. (:

hey girl, everything is fine...everything is gonna be fine as long as you keep it to yourself..^^