ummm....

it's always, like that.

you open up about something, and you expect him to understand you or at least comfort you about it.

and when you don't get what you're expecting, you just go back into that mode. the i'd-rather-keep-quiet-about-it mode.

haha.

I guess, that's why I've been keeping quiet about it.

Not only because I don't want to make him worry,
but rather, he'll probably not say things that will give me the assurance I need, like always.